Feel of Repudiation [closed]

[Karisa]

She giggled quietly as she would wrap her arms around his arm. She couldn't help herself though, her head felt calm for once instead of headaches and pain. ''I...I can't help it. It's so relaxing...'' she spoke sweetly, drifting off once more. His purpose was to have her stay up? While listening to this music? Playing this type of music and listening to it were two different things. This music made her feel at peace and so she did. Slowly she would fall asleep as even though she was off in 'dreamland', she could still hear the music playing. 'Where am I this time?' she questioned, afraid to open her eyes. There were no answers so she opened her eyes to see a unknown girl. She was shadowed, long hair, seemed like she was wearing a dress and she was silent. Her eyes widened as she looked at her. 'What are you?' she questioned the girl. 'Don't worry about me, I'm just here for fun.~' she spoke in a rather like a little girl, in a horror-like way. She was now stuck with this one, within her thoughts...

[Faust]

He opened his eyes and he saw that she had passed out from the relaxing music. He simply smiled and held her tight wondering what sort of dream she was having. He could still feel her heartbeat and see her breaths. He knew that she was alive and well, she wasn't making any fuss nor did it look like she was having a nightmare. He was a bit upset that he had spent so much money on these tickets and she just passed out like this after the first song, but he wasn't about to wake her from whatever dream she was having, no he would let her sleep like the angel she was. So there he would sit and plan out the next trip on the date, and he knew that she would enjoy the next thing he had planned for the two of them, however it would have to be a surprise for her and as well as a nice little gift. So there he would listen to the music and only wake her up after everything had ended by kissing her on her forehead and shaking her a little with his arms. Whispering “wake up my love it's time to go~”

[Karisa]

She was listening to the music as it was playing. The person in front of her and herself, listening to the soothing song that was playing. the instrumental melody from the piano and then some others, caressed her soul for this very moment. The girl of darkened shadows would stand up. Kari felt somewhat confused till she saw some light. ''Guessing it's time to go...'' Kari spoke lightly as she would then wake up. Her eyes slowly opened, cornered her eyes to look at faust as he told her that it was time to go. She would nod a little and slowly get up. She was somewhat still not awake, but awake enough to walk and go somewhere. ''The music was peaceful...I could hear it during my 'dream'.'' she spoke sweetly and looked at him. ''Where to now?'' she wondered curiously. 'What does he have all planned...and whats at the end?' Kari questioned within her thoughts. 'Maybe hes going to assssk.~' one teased as she would then have to wait.

[Faust]

He smiled as she woke up, he could see how sleepy she was and just pressed his body against her's as he rubbed the side of his face against the top of her head. He was a bit shocked to find out that she could hear some of the music in her dreams, but that was good at least his money wasn't wasted. No he was glad to know that she did enjoy the music, even if it wasn't in the way he was expecting her to enjoy it. He would wait till most of the people in the concert hall had left before standing up and extending his hand out to her. With a smile across his face he would lead her out of the hall and into a portal into the digital world which would result in them ending up on a platform in the middle of the ocean.

“I have something special planned for us now love~ I just hope it shows up.” As he said those words a Submarimon surfaced up from the ocean and opened it's top up. It was large enough for the both of them to enter in and sit down with ease. This particular Submarimon had the Sekai shin logo embeded into it's back fin and remained silent as he helped get Karisa inside before stepping inside himself. The controls would pop open as they started to dive down into the water. “We're going to go exploring love~”

[Karisa]

She would nod at him as she agreed to go with him. Slowly she would get up and follow him. Soon after people left, they went through a portal and to the beach. 'Not here again...' she spoke as this would be her...tenth time here? In less than a month. She would follow him anyways as she trusted his path for some reason. Slowly she would go towards what seemed to be a submarine to go within the waters. She knew deep within her that she would not be able to handle the small space, but perhaps it was different within this one. ''Exploring the waters, huh Faust kun?~'' she spoke softly and grabbed onto his arm going lower. After they would go in they would then start the exploration...not knowing on how it will turn out.

[Faust]

He wrapped his arm around her as the digimon started to dive into the water. Soon they would see a few whalemon swimming by them as the digimon went further and further into the ocean. “How do you like it Karisa? I have a few new friends and getting this digimon to do this for us is all thanks to them~” He said as he steered the digimon towards the coast line. He was going to take her for a tour of the digital reefs that he had heard so much about. It was lucky for them that the Submarimon knew where to go and what areas to avoid even if it didn't speak. It wouldn't take too long before they would be passing by the digital reefs seeing all sorts of digital sea life a lot of it replicating the life in the real world. He placed the Submarimon on standby mode as he wrapped his arms around Karisa and kissed her neck. “Are you enjoying this?”

[Karisa]

Her eyes sparkled as she saw the view upon the waters. So many digimon, creatures and such as they slowly passed by. It was clear and sparkling like small crystals passing by. A small smile appeared on her soft lips as she was being held. A small warmth appeared within her as she felt some weird feeling. Was this lust again? She honestly didn't want the lust to devour her soul again. When she started to think of that, Karisa heard Faust ask her if she was enjoying this. She somewhat nodded as she would turn a little, looked at him and then looked forward. ''I-I do...'' she softly and quietly spoke. She wondered what it would be like...to be a fish or a mermaid even to swim forever within the lands of the water... She wasn't so sure on what to all say...She felt silence by feelings, the quietness and everything else...

[Faust]

He smiled a bit but saw that she was stuttering again when speaking to him. Something was off so he pulled away for a bit before speaking. “Wanna see something cool?” He said as he pressed a button that started to shift the insides of the Submarimon. Soon the seats they had were flattened and a soft plush bottom was in place. “They've made it so you can take a nap while riding this Submarimon, but I think we can use it to gaze at the ocean around us while relaxing.” He would lay down on the back end and smiled patting the area next to him so she would join him as the digimon continued to swim around and show them the reefs of the digital world. He hoped that she was enjoying this because right now he wanted her to be happy and forget about any worries that she might have. If she wasn't going to talk more about what was wrong with her heart right now then he would have to do it after she had calmed down and trusted him enough to be honest with him, and he would wait for her to tell him.

[Karisa]

Karisa would look at all the amazing water digimon. She would make a bright smile, eyes glistened with sparkles while ignoring Fausts words. It wasn't because of him, but even though they went to the beach a lot, she loved the waters. She wanted to be a mermaid and swim forever, twirl within the depths, although still afraid. Her smile turned into a frown as she thought of her deep fear of the dark deep waters. She was really getting into her thoughts till she heard faust talk about laying down to gaze. She turned with a small smile and nodded. Slowly she walked towards where they would lay down, slowly doing so. Yawning softly she would look up and then turn. It was somehow more comfortable than one would expect. ''Feels...good...'' she spoke sweetly and softly. Her eyes would stare still at the beautiful water...even if there were going to be scary things down in the depths.

[Faust]

He smiled and wrapped an arm around her as he watched the digital ocean life swim by them, it was nice to see all the digimon and the life that they replicated from the real world. Holding her he kissed the side of her head for a moment before thinking of what else to do for her, he knew that she liked the ocean life, but what else could they do.... Then a simple idea came into his mind he chuckled at how easy it seemed, but then he softly spoke to her. “It's your turn to ask me a question love.~” He was referring to the question game that they had played many times before, and at least here and now they could talk while looking at the vastness of life it's self. This would keep the conversation going and at the very least he could ask her if she was having fun with this date or if she wanted to change it up a bit. He didn't want to do anything too extreme given what had just happened, but if an idea came to mind he would take her to do that after they finished their deep sea dive.

[Karisa]

Her eyes looked at the crystal shining water that was on the other side of the glass. It was beautiful, amazing as it went lower to see the nightly digimon of the depths. She could feel him hold her and kissed her head. She smiled sweetly as she would hold his hands and slowly close her eyes most of the way. Something was going through her mind as she felt like something was missing. A piece of her was missing... Karisa would take a deep breather as she heard him speak about questions, telling her that it was her turn. ''Mmmm...'' she wondered as she looked away. She wondered on what to ask him and what about. Her eyes let the flow of the ocean be within her sight as the time floated away as well. ''What if...this isn't what you people call love?'' she wondered softly as her eyes and facial expression showed sadness...

[Faust]

Her question shocked him as he heard what she asked, he let out a sight before slowly speaking. “Do you miss me when I am not around? Does your heart ache when you think of me with someone else? Do you feel like if I died you would miss me and have no idea what to do when I was gone? Do you feel warmth and happiness when I hold and kiss you? Do you feel excitement when I take you in my arms and carry you to our bed? Is there something that keeps telling you that you want to be by my side and not with another? Those are the feelings of love Karisa, if you feel any of that then you are in love with me. Don't be afraid of your own feelings if you don't understand them.” He would pull her close to him before grabbing one of her hands to press against his chest. “Feel that heartbeat my love? That's my heart when I'm around you.” His heart would be beating a bit faster than normal and he smiled as he leaned in to kiss her on the lips.

[Karisa]

He spoke a lot, explaining on ways to find out if you loved someone or not. She would lower her gaze as the beautiful sea gazing felt long, but relaxing. After he was done explaining it all as what love was, could be and how he probably saw it. Weren't there different ways to feel it? To express it and such? She would feel his chest with her palm, his lips against hers. It felt warm, her heart would beat more and she would look up into his eyes. Her other hand would feel his cheek, caressing it and wondering on how long this love would last. Things die, love dies...people die. Her heart ached when she thought about it, but she knew what would happen to her, the people if her psychotic side was released. ''I see, thank you...f-for explaining.'' she blushed and looked away from him, embarrassed. Karisa knew that the time was almost up for their sea/ocean gazing...as it has been a couple hours...

[Faust]

He smiled at her as the digimon started to surface back at the place where they first started this whole trip. He would continue to hold her and wonder if she had enjoyed this little adventure that he had taken her on, even if she seemed a little bit upset at something. Once the digimon surfaced he would step out first and then pick her up off of the bedfloor that it had. With her in his arms he wound push his face against her's and rub his forehead against her own. “Enjoyed our little deep sea outing?” He knew the smell of salt air was refreshing, but nothing beat being at home. The sun was already setting so he opened a portal back to the real world and carried her home back to their bedroom and back to their bed where he sat her down as he laid next to her. “So what do you want to do know love~” He said in a teasing tone hinting at something else to happen.

[Karisa]

She smile softly as she walked besides Faust, feeling somewhat happy. Being in his arms as she was carried, they would go back home. She was thinking of how nice the time was, without casualties. He wasn't trying anything this time either, which was a relief. Was he just not doing that kind of stuff because of the hospital thing? Karisa would feel the bed sheets, feeling relaxed and somewhat tired. She just a nap, didn't she? She shouldn't feel tired. Her eyes felt like going to into a deep sleep till she heard Faust speak. After he asked in such a way, she felt like he wanted something...but obviously wasn't going to give or at least that was what her mind was saying. Slowly her legs would bend a little and kicks him off the bed, mumbling. ''Night...'' she speaks and slowly drifts off to sleep.

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