Feel of Repudiation [closed]

[Karisa]

Life has its beauty...  Life has its happiness... But nothing comes without sacrifice... Karisa Faust Karisa continued to dream as she would have her eyes closed in the world of reality. She was watching around her as there were flowers of white. She was wearing a long white dress with small straps with thigh socks and dress shoes. Her long beautiful blue hair would be flowing as she ran through the fields of the unknown as all there was was miles and miles of flowers upon a field. Nothing was beyond of what she could see so far. The only thing that was wrong was the fact she was alone. ''Mmmm...where am I?'' she questioned out loud with a frown. ''I don't like this...Where's Faust and Yana?...'' she questioned once more. ''Aren't they supposed to be by my side forever?'' she questioned one more time as the area flashed into a world of red. Out of nowhere there was a sky of black and red and the flowers around her were the color of blood. ''W-where am I?'' she questioned as she turned around worried. ''What is this?!'' she questioned even more till she would see the area in flames. ''What...is this?'' she questioned. ''It's the future.'' a darker voice spoke as a woman of a blackened shadow. She wanted to question more, but then she was shocked by an electrical current that went throughout her body. ''No!'' she yelled out and her body reacted by sitting up. ''There there, young girl...You'll be fine.'' a guy in white spoke. She blinked and looked at him and looked away with a small smile. 'Yea...alright...that's totally how I'm feeling.' she thought. The last thing she remembered was she was with Yana and then had another black out episode. ''If you get any visitors, we'll send them here but will warn them to knock. Press the button next to you to unlock the door. Don't worry, there are no windows so no one can view. You'll be safe here.'' he spoke and then left out of the room as the door would lock instantly. Her head turned around to look at the outdoor window in which was her only view out of this room. She was on the fourth floor all alone...Maybe someone will get noticed of her being here as the only one that knew was Yana. Her eyes widened though as she looked at the corner of her eye as she saw a mirror. ''W-what...'' she spoke as a tear escaped out of her eyes. ''M-my hair...it's white....'' she spoke to herself softly as she would lower her gaze...'What will Faust think...?' she thought as her eyes were also not back to her normal blue and red eyes as of yet.

[Faust]

Faust was resting, resting in one of Karisa's gardens. He had disappeared for a few hours earlier that day given that that Karisa was going to spend the day with Yana. He had finished the things he needed to do and was now waiting, for her to return to him. The sun was shining down, it was still a nice day, he had so many things planned out for the two of them, so many things that they could do, but all that was missing was Karisa. The only thing missing for the perfect day was his love, his one and only. With her brilliant blue hair and red and blue eyes that shinned like gems.

As he waited he wondered what she would enjoy more. Would she like to go to the beach again? Play in the water and sleep by the ocean, or maybe exploring the digital world. Finding new and strange digimon that hadn't been discovered yet. So many possibilities and yet they would all be dashed with a single text. It was one he wasn't expecting and one he didn't want to ever see. Yana texted him, telling him that something was wrong with Karisa and she was in a hospital. His heart sank, he felt horrible, something had happened to her and he needed to know what. He got enough information from Yana to find her.

Moments later a digital portal would open up and he would walk out into a room, Karisa's room. He turned around and saw her, his eyes widened as he saw her blue hair had turned white and her eyes turned violet red. He was shocked, but that wasn't on the top of his mind. He stepped to her and wrapped his arms around her and spoke “Are you alright my love? What happened?”

[Karisa]

Life has its beauty...  Life has its happiness... But nothing comes without sacrifice... Karisa Faust Covered in her hospital gown she would lay on her bed of white while in a room of white as snow. Her eyes would look around in which she had a frown upon her lips. She wondered on why Yana even left her behind after dropping her off here. Did she even care? As in truly cared about her like she hoped? Her eyes started to water till she heard some noises. ''W-who's there?'' she spoke softly and coughed softly covering her mouth. Her eyes would wince as she coughed and then saw a small bear. She smiled sweetly, ''Naki...come here.'' she speaks softly and ill-wise as he jumped on the bed. Rarely and out of no where he was not smiling and his red eye wasn't glowing. She laid back down and cuddled him in her arms. ''Thank you for being here for me...'' she whispered and kissed his forehead. Karisa knew that she could always count on Naku to be here for her. As she was thinking that she would then heard a beep coming from the door which then opened. She wasn't quite ready for the surprise she go as Faust ran into the door, towards her and hugged her squishing Naku. ''F-faust...'' she whispered and frowned a little bit once more. He asked what happened and if she was alright like family should be doing...but never existed. Instead she had him making her smile a little. She honestly didn't know herself, ''I just...blacked out like sometimes and collapsed. Yana took me to the hospital and then they did tests. '' she spoke quietly as she looked away and down... ''They supposedly need to do more and then i'll know the results.'' she speaks one last time before small silence between them appeared.

[Faust]

He felt that Naku was in between him and Karisa, he pulled away for the digimon to slip away. Then he heard what she said and his face dropped, he wondered about her blacking out and never knew that it was due to her being sick. Slowly he rested his hand on her face and smiled. “It's going to be alright, no matter what we will beat this.” With that said he sat on her bed and placed his arm around her pulling her close to him. His hand went up to press her face against his chest softly, but firmly enough so that she couldn't see his face.

Right now he didn't want her to see that he was upset, not at her, but at this news. He was upset at himself and what had happened. He wanted to keep strong for her, but he knew that it would be hard. There was something tugging at his heart, a pain he had never felt before. This was the pain of knowing a loved one is ill. For a moment he wondered what he could do. He had power, so much power yet he couldn't do anything with it to help her. No if he couldn't then he could find a way to help her. “I'm going to stay here for the night love, next to you.”

[Karisa]

Life has its beauty...  Life has its happiness... But nothing comes without sacrifice... Karisa Faust Karisa would feel him close to her although he would soon depart so Naku could escape and breathe. She would soon feel him embrace her again although he put her head on his chest to hear his heart beat through his shirt. She would smile faintly as she would think about what it may be and what it won't be. Soon she would hear him say how they would beat it together and he would stay with her for the night. Honestly the hospital room reminded her of the insane asylum. She would enjoy the beating of his head till she heard a small knock with someone then entering with a wheel chair and a board. ''Miss...'' he started and looked at his clip board. ''Karisa...We are here to take you for more testings. She'll be back within a few hours.'' he spoke and reported as he looked towards Faust. He had black medium hair and dark eyes as well as being tall. He would be the stereotypical doctor that most would think what they looked like. Nurses came in and helped Karisa get in pulling them away and wheeled away. Her gaze would lower and face expression turned into nothingness as she disappeared from his sight. ''You may stay in here for the night.'' the doctor last spoke and left to follow the nurses...leaving Faust behind.

[Faust]

As the door opened he eyed down the man who walked in, Edward was upset that the man didn't even know Karisa's name. It was common practice for the doctors to read the charts before hand and at least know the name of the person they were taking care of. He instantly didn't like this doctor one bit nor did he like that the nurses tried to pry them apart. No he would slowly lower her into the wheelchair himself giving the doctor a dirty look before watching her leave him and Naku behind.

With her out of the room he slowly sat down in the chair and looked at the clock waiting for her to come back. Naku was still in the room with him and then something came to mind. Most digimon knew about their partners. “Did you know Naku? Did you know that she was sick?” Right now he wanted to know if Naku knew that something had been wrong with Karisa.

[Karisa]

Life has its beauty...  Life has its happiness... But nothing comes without sacrifice... Karisa Faust Karisa looked up at the lights above her as she was being wheeled away. Her eyes lowered to look then at the ground wondering on what tests were going to happen. They already took blood tests so what more did they need? She was a medical expert...that much was true, but she for some reason research herself...she had no clue about herself. If someone had the same problems as she did...she would be able to find out. It drove her crazy as she would still have an emotionless facial expression. Soon they were turned as the nurse then helped her on the bed to do some scans. Her eyes closed tightly, somewhat afraid... ~~~~~ In the room Naku would sit on the bed like some teddy bear and waited till the doctor left. After he would see him leave he would watch her go. He hated seeing her go, but he knew she had to find out sometime or another. Out of nowhere he heard Faust speak as he wondered if he knew she was sick. He hated the truth although for others it may cause some despair. He had his same smile as his eyes glowed and looked at him by turning his bearish head. ''I did, she has had it since she was born, but it wasn't major till a month ago.'' he spoke to him in his normal voice. He would look away and look forward, wondering on how bad it was...

[Faust]

He wanted to be upset, he wanted to throw his chair at Naku, he wanted to punch the bear for knowing what he did know, but he didn't. He didn't do it for one simple reason, it wouldn't solve anything. No right now lashing out at this bear would solve nothing and only cause more issues for Karisa. He wanted to at least hear what was wrong with her so he could try to help, but fighting here wouldn't do anything in fact it could make it ten times worse. So Faust did something that Naku might find shocking slowly he opened his mouth to speak. “Why didn't you tell me?”

He knew that it had been a month since they first met and he felt guilty about it, if this just started getting worse a month ago then it could be his own fault. He could be held responsible for everything that happened to her and everything that will happen. He didn't want to believe that he would be the one to cause such a horrible thing to her. No he wanted to be the good in her life, he wanted her to be the good in his, but right now he didn't know if that was going to be true or not.

[Karisa]

Life has its beauty...  Life has its happiness... But nothing comes without sacrifice... Karisa Faust Laying on the table seeing all kinds of lights she would wonder on what all tests were going on as her brain started to dim. As her mind started to dumb-out and not think straight her eyes would then close being put to sleep. ---Hours Later--- Opening her eyes she would not be able to speak as if her mouth was sown shut. Her eyes would feel somewhat tired even though it felt like she was asleep for years. Her body felt fatigued even though she hasn't done anything. What was going on? Her heart felt strange though. Looking over Karisa saw the doctors take off his gloves and ordered the nurses to take her back to her room. As she was dragged she could barely even understand what anyone was saying...What happened while she was in her 'deep sleep'? Soon they would put her in bed and saw no one there. Where was Faust? Where was Naku? Could she just not see them? ''We'll be back with results, Miss Karisa.'' he spoke as it sounded somewhat clearly now to her. He turned away and left...

[Faust]

When Naku didn't answer him he just sat there in silence. Not wanting to talk any further about this, he would simply wait for Karisa and the doctors to come back to learn what was wrong with her. So there he sat in silence waiting for the time to pass waiting till she would be brought back into the room and they could be together again. As he waited he thought about how hard it would be if she didn't come back. How much his life had changed and how fast it had become so much better. All because of her, only because she gave him a chance and he took it. He hoped that he made her life better because she made his better.

Eventually the door opened and he saw Karisa being wheeled in and a doctor saying that they will get back to her with the results of the tests they ran. As soon as the door was closed he climbed up onto the bed and held her. He softly whispered into her ears “I missed you.” He would hold her close feeling that she was a bit cold. His hands would overlap hers as he smiled just happy that she was back here and that soon they would know what was wrong.

[Karisa]

Karisa laid there alone as she felt so alone. She couldn't hear anything anymore and she couldn't even see anything. Everything was all blur as she saw white in all corners of her eyes. What was wrong with her? She hated this, started to hate her parents for whatever she had as they said nothing about this. As she was about to burst into tears she would feel someone embrace her feeling wramth. Her body felt somewhat more warm than before and out of no where she heard his voice, Fausts. He spoke simply as he said that he missed her. It would make her smile a tiny bit and lean her head towards him. They would have their small moments as they would lay like this next to each other for what seemed like hours as it was only a single hour before the door opened again. By the time she was able to see more clear although still more blur and hear clearly. ''We would like to speak to her alone please.'' the doctor spoke. ''My apologize sir.'' he spoke as he stood tall. It was a different doctor as he had somewhat a light shade color of hair. He would wait till he would leave to speak to her.

[Faust]

Edward held onto her and smiled as he saw the worried look on her face vanish from her face and he felt a bit more at peace. He was happy to hold her and his worries about him making her life worse had vanished for the time being. This wouldn't last as long as he liked however given that the doctors came in almost an hour later telling him that he needed to leave so they could talk to her. At first he didn't want to go, but he knew that whatever it was it must be serious. Slowly he pulled away from her, but not before kissing her softly on the nose. “I'll be right outside, don't worry love.” He eyed this new doctor and stepped out of the room. He didn't go too far, as he leaned on the wall right next to the door waiting to hear or see the doctor leave.

[Karisa]

Karisa made a small smile to assure Faust that it would be okay. He pecked her nose with his soft warm lips and left after saying that he would be right outside. She nodded and saw him leave making it to where it's just her and the doctor. The doctor had a small faint smile as he walked towards her knowing how men were when it came to their woman. He showed her the papers and whispered quietly to her on what was wrong, what was happening making her eyes go wide. Her blue and red eyes were water in tears as she would grit her teeth. ''N-no!...It can't be...'' she cried out in a quiet manner as she would turn away from the doctor. ''I'm sorry...We will prepare and ask you if you would like to take care of it or not.'' he reported, turned away and then opened the door. He would look at Faust for a moment before looking away and leaving.

She wasn't sure on what she would do. How could her parents not tell her about this?! She felt angry, enraged and wanted to throw shit at something or someone. She had to calm down, she had to...or else she would black out again or maybe even worse...Her eyes would look towards the door as things became more clearer for her as her eyes were back to normal (red and blue). How was she going to tell Faust? Would she lie to him? He didn't want him to worry...

[Faust]

The moment the door opened he walked into the room and saw her, she didn't have time to wipe all the traces of her crying away. He didn't know what was wrong, but he knew what he should do. Without saying anything he wrapped his arms around her and held her tight. “Just let it all out, just cry until you can't anymore and then we can talk.” He knew it must be bad for her to be crying, if it was something simple it would have been a smile on her face and not the signs of her crying. He didn't know what was wrong just yet, but he would find out and he would help her. He wasn't about to leave her alone to deal with this he would make sure that she would be taken care of and that she would get better, no matter what.

[Karisa]

Karisa would stop though after the guy left. They would soon dry up from the heat of her anger. Right as the second flew by of the doctor leaving, Faust came in to hold her within his arms. He wanted her to cry out till she couldn't anymore, but what would crying do? It sure wouldn't help her any to be fair. Her eyes of red and blue would close half way looking forward towards the mirror thinking. Thinking of her solutions to the problem at hand. How did she not notice this? Was it indeed people it was herself who was ill and so she couldn't figure it out? A smile would appear on her lips as there was no more crying. Her body felt Fausts warm body heat as she would lean her head on his shoulder. ''I'm...tired.'' she whispered to him softly with a faint smile. The lights seem to dim as the area became darker...voices were fading like her vision and Fausts touch became numb.